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Man's Medical Malady Makes Monday Morning Mediocre... Mouth Melts M&M's... Penis

I only have fragments, snapshots, of what transpired...


I remember being wheeled into a bathroom so I could offer a urine sample. For some reason I was in front of a toilet but stuck in a wheelchair. Not really sure as to the point of that.

I jammed my hand down the front of my stretchable and most flexible workout pants and grabbed my nub of a penis. I weaseled it out and over the top of my waistband. It looked like a groundhog checking for his shadow. I wondered if I was anemic as I could not remember the last time I had had an erection.

More pressing matters were at hand and now in cup.

I thought I might overflow. 

...

The Doctor needed a stool sample.

How best to describe? Like having a candy wrapper poked into you. Then pulled out of you.

Not the worst feeling in the world.
Not pleasurable.
Which is a shame.

The only evidence that it happened was the enormous amount of leftover lube I discovered on myself later that day.

...

“I don't know what's wrong with you”

(If I had a nickel.)

This time spoken by a very cute lady Doctor.
She, standing at the foot of my Ultramatic bed.
Me, lying in a puddle of lube, Morphine drip in one arm, with a limp, shriveled penis barely covered by an woolen smock.

“All the tests have come back negative”

(Cancer?Lupus?AIDS?Cancer?That Michael J. Fox disease?)

“I'd like to give you a CAT Scan”

(I'd like to give you the world)

“But I don't want to expose you to that much radiation”

(I've exposed my penis and my asshole and now, I can't even get radiation from you)

“If you experience the same kind of pain that you felt today I want you to come back for a CAT Scan”

(A second date. What holes will we plunge with that one?)

“The nurse is going to give you a shot of Toradol for the pain”

(Is that oral?)

“It's administered via needle directly into your hip”

(For Christs' sake)

 Just to lend a tiny bit of context, oh, three years later, this bit of prose was describing my time in hospital. For some reason, no one could figure it out, I had terrible pains from my back through my chest, through my abdomen. No one could give me an explanation as to the why or the how.
 So I went to the hospital for four days and took Morphine. 
And had blood drawn.
And urinated in a cup.
And had shit extracted from my ass.
And all they could tell me was to come back if I was still in pain.
Useful.
- Adam (Greene) (Cares) 

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